Lonely and empty 3-2-04

I don't really know what to say. Every time I skip class, I have a miserable day. I suppose this in and of itself should be enough reason for me to actually go to all my classes. But what I really want is to be able to skip classes without any psychic fallout.

It's not a ragged day today-- the world isn't actively thwarting me. But I'm still strongly reminded of all the unaddressed problems in my life. I need to be back in counseling. I need to get my car fixed. I need to see a doctor about what may very well be a rapidly developing heart condition and ulcer. I need to see a dentist for the first time in god knows how long. I need to finish up work on the "independent study" that I was supposed to do last semester. I need to start figuring out what to do for a job after I graduate-- and I need to talk to my bosses to do that.

Hmph. I make it sound like everything's bad in my life. I'll have to post the counter-note later this evening when I get a few moments.

And some day I need to start dealing with that list.